Once upon a time I kept a blog with blogspot, but that was back in the college days, with an old email and password long forgotten, so here I go again, officially writing my first entry! I don't like openly being a deep person, but sometimes the lyrics of the good ol' Indigo Girls have that magical power over me. Lately the song "Hammer and a Nail" has been "that song", which needless to say is where I got my name for this new blogticle. Here are those lovely magical lyrics:
Clearing webs from the hovel
a blistered hand on the handle of a shovel
I've been digging too deep, I always do.
I see my face on the surface
I look a lot like narcissus
A dark abyss of an emptiness
Standing on the edge of a drowning blue.
I look behind my ears for the green
Even my sweat smells clean
Glare off the white hurts my eyes
Gotta get out of bed get a hammer and a nail
Learn how to use my hands, not just my head
I think myself into jail
Now I know a refuge never grows
From a chin in a hand in a thoughtful pose
Gotta tend the earth if you want a rose.
I had a lot of good intentions
Sit around for fifty years and then collect a pension,
Started seeing the road to hell and just where it starts.
But my life is more than a vision
The sweetest part is acting after making a decision
I started seeing the whole as a sum of its parts.
My life is part of the global life
I'd found myself becoming more immobile
When I'd think a little girl in the world can't do anything.
A distant nation my community
A street person my responsibility
If I have a care in the world I have a gift to bring.
~Emily Saliers
I'll leave any interpretations be, but I will quote a coworker by saying, "the more I listen to Indigo Girls, the closer I am to fine"...I love puns.
For one last bit of joy before I spend another 40 hours chained to my phone and computer keeping my Spanish skills fresh and polishing off some things on my reading list, I think I'll make some soup. Then I'll watch an episode of The Office to help me cope with the micro-managing in my life. I do have some singing with some lovely people to look forward to tomorrow, and I did have a relaxing weekend, complete with two of my favorite things: Nature time and a scary movie.
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